1. |
The Very Last Time.
03:40
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The Very Last Time
You took your ring off months ago
You said it was too tight
I didn’t think to much of it
I didn’t know what was happening
You stopped taking photos of us
We stopped leaving the house
I didn’t even notice
I didn’t know what was happening
You said they were just a friend
I had no reason not to trust you
I was at work for us that day
I didn’t know what was happening
I still don’t know what happened here
But you have crushed me
for the very last time.
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2. |
An Idea Of Me.
03:20
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An Idea Of Me
I think you loved and image
You loved an idea of me
You had a picture in mind
Me without my ugly
Take out the parts you don’t like
Erase me edit me from your life
Take me down of the wall
Plz put me back in the dirt
You are my equal
Standing on level ground,
Look into me, I look into you
Rearrange everything
I want you to
And I worshiped you to much
We were both so messed up
I need to unlearn everything
See new beauty in everyday
I looked up to you, And I always will
I still have no idea, If I want to be with you or I want to be you.
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3. |
I Could Love You.
02:42
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And I could love you
If you’d let me
But I do t think
It’d do anything
Because sometimes we
Need much more than love
Cuz sometimes life
If a nightmare we walk through
Cuz ppl always say
How can you love someone if you don’t love yourself
But I’ve been in love and I’ve been in longing for years and and that’s not how it works
And If I could just
Show myself the same kindness I extend to you and everyone around me
If I could treat myself with that same love and patience?
Would that be a step into some sort of direction?
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4. |
Oh Dear Sibling.
03:22
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Our voices
don’t sound similar
Our faces & bodies
are two very different things,
I can’t recognize any of me
when I look and talk to you,
We look related to people
just not each other
The curves of my face have aged
distorted over time chemically changed
You can’t look me in the eyes when we talk,
cuz there’s nothing to talk about anymore
What does family mean
Give me freedom to choose my own people in this life,
What does isolation look like?
Is it me living alone is an unanswerable phone call
or just us not understanding one another?
oh dear sibling
we survived the big bad years
but somethings is still missing
will we always be a little broken?
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5. |
The Slow Steady Sound.
02:53
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I’d talk to anyone
Who’d talk back to me
We’re all so lonely
I just want to feel listened too
I’ll hang with anybody
Who will tolerate me
We’re all so lonely
I just want someone to sit next too
How about you?
How about you?
In the perfect silence
I hear your pulse
Slow steady sound
Taking me home
Put me to sleep
Don’t say a thing
All I need is to know you’re there.
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6. |
We Age Together.
03:00
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Cut me in half
Examine my bones
Can you guess how old I am
By the rings you find inside
Let’s put us back together
We age together at the same time
But maybe I started dying before you
We age together, parallel lines
Hold me please
I promise to hold you
How old am I
And dose it matter?
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7. |
Deconstructions.
03:48
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outside of the cages we will
let a hundred genders bloom
the deconstruction of society
will lead to our freedoms
every sex every race every person
free from the exploitation
we must reshape rehabilitation
and work towards healing
you said you
hate the game
but you don’t
want it to change
we have to crack
these eggs
we must
rattle the cage
If we are to imagine an alternative future where we are all free.
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8. |
A Bigger Cave.
03:50
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we fell out of the trees
started demanding things
when did all these wants
trump or basic needs
we wanted a bigger cave
the root of all our problems
the want for anything
will never ever solve it
there is no absence
no lack of substance
destroy your desires
continue, flourish
we suck the life from each other
we only share our worst selves
it’s compounds our misery
we created our own hurts
we go without nothing
spoilt baby human beings
we wish for new developments
but we don’t the labor
we all want to get better
sea levels rise as we wait to be fixed
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9. |
A Smaller Circle
01:58
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A Smaller Circle
Another year
Another disappointment
I want to climb back into the trees
Another broken heart
Another destroyed friendship
Please return my body to the sea
I can’t handle being me anymore
You all gave up on me,
Why can’t I?
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NAIF Sydney, Australia
naïf
(nʌɪˈiːf,nɑːˈiːf)
adjective
1.
naive or ingenuous.
a transgender woman, a sad song generator.
www.facebook.com/naifthehuman/
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