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There is a noise n my head
Begging me to change
You didn’t have it
So you stayed the same,
There are real world problems
That you cannot relate to
Due to yr point of privilege
It doesn’t affect you,
So you don’t get involved
You sit in the middle
But It’s not that simple
For marginalised people,
You got no skin in the game
You got no dog in this fight
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It’s not you
It’s the pedestal we put you on
It’s not healthy
To put other people above other people,
It’s not you
It’s the industry, culture and these awful structures
But we can
Live outside them or tear them down
These ill rock stars
Are breaking hearts
Selling drugs
And not doing much else
But,
On the floor I feel safe, No one can see the terror on my face,
On the floor I feel sane, the sweat on the skin washes away the pain
And for a moment
Everything makes sense,
I can’t open my eyes
But plz don’t let go of my hand,
And in that moment
Everything is calm,
Everything is ok,
Capture that moment
Save it for another day
Ill Rock Stars
Breaking Fast
Pushed too far
Yr greed for art
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You get homesick
For things that have happened
You so stuck the past
Why would you want it to happen again
I get nervous
When you get sentimental
Like you hate what we’ve
Become now
It's like you hate yourself now.
I don’t want to know
What your thinking about
If it’s just some antidote
From the past,
You wanna talk about
The good old days
I wanna talk about how much we have changed,
....And grown apart
It is different now
Not better or worse
We change all the time
Life takes another turn
I get nervous
When you get sentimental
Like you hate what Ive become
like you hate me now.
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You watch distortions
On the wall of your cave
They inform how you live
Out your days
It poisons you head
But the sun hurts your eyes
So you make the informed
Choice to stay in side
I wash at the river
Where I start and end
And reflect on the birth and
Death of our friendship
Reset my body
Restart my heart
I love the light I live in now
I refuse to go back dark
There was a cave by a river
And a choice to be made
Will live with an open sky
Or carry your hate
Carry your hate
Into the grave
A shallow bush ditch
Which you have made
I won’t call
I won’t leave flowers
Nothing will grow
On the infertile land
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Persist with me
We can get get though anything
We got this far
What’s one more walk around the block
Exist with me
We’ve already survived so much bullshit
It’s not that hard
What’s one more lap round the park
Persist with me
You’re endlessly inspiring
I wanna lay in bed forever
While you’re making art
Coexist with me
You are true salvation
And I now know the
Meaning of devotion
I wanna hold your hand
I till I can’t hold anything
you are my best friend
This love it knows no end
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everyone one has their own rock bottom,
everyone has the own threshold of pain,
an actual living hell on this physical world,,
we all carry our our baggage our guilt our shame,
I could be your queen of pain,
You don’t even know my name
We could ruin each other’s life’s
Or never talk it’s all the same
this place is awful what the hell is love for?
we never use it just horde it inside ourselves
this place makes me nervous are you ok?
I wanna trade your love for all of my hate
Could you be my queen of pain,
Will you crack through my hate
Plz I want you to destroy me
Walk me around your hand on my chain
I don’t feel so good
I don’t feel so good
When I’m with you
I don’t feel so good
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Your beauty
And empty
Balances
Perfectly
Your strength
And fragility
Are constantly
Inspiring me
Cuz our love
Shines bright in the dark
When it gets tough
I will protect your heart
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You would buy me drugs
When I say I didn’t want to do them
You would give me drugs
When I lied and said I was sick
I’d say I have no money
And you’d say no worries my treat
You just wanted company
You didn’t care that it was killing me
I know why I kept trying to die
But what worries me is that you haven’t found your reason yet,
You said that I wasn’t cut out for this life
I agree with you but I am stubborn I am strong and I will prove you wrong,
I was trying to get better
And you didn’t want me to
Because if I got better
You knew it would be the end of me and you.
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