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PLZ ALTER THE ANIMAL THAT'S INSIDE OF ME

by NAIF

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two microphones start feeding back tear drops from your eye, as my voice it cracks how the hell did we end up here? exactly when did we lose our track? i miss you so much my heart it hurts time moves so slow without you i love you so much but i dont deserve you those things you said still crush me head on the desk it hums and throbs why do we push our bodies this far? nothing left to prove theres no-one left alone in my apartment looking for clues as to where we lost it i miss you so much my heart it hurts....
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in the darkness i can almost see through myself, the truth, the idiot in the room i can see the negatives in everything but you and if you'll let me, my love will be proof plz alter the animal inside of me.
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your shadow it blocks the sunlight i get so cold when youre around the shade it gives me no comfort i force myself to make a sound to let you know that im still here and im not going anywhere you might be stubborn and judgemental but i know that you still care... i still see your folded arms everytime i close my eyes youre so righteous in my nightmares i dream of you telling me how im wrong its been months of me just sulking but i no longer want to die but i know you struggle with letting go but give it a shot, its easy if you try (its easy if you try) its still there that little light its still there its easy if you try, its still there that little light its still there its easy if you try...
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give it to me straight give it to me just this one time plz this one time i dont wanna know i dont care about your one track mind trips me up everytime if pain is what you want then pain is what you'll get the kind of hurt that crushes your heart it makes you never forget, these false steps my false steps your false steps our false steps, can i spare this time i cant handle it try not to kick a human being when their down... can i borrow your coat? can i clean my face on your shirt? theres so much blood coming from my nose these false steps my false steps your false steps our false steps, if pain is what you want then pain is what you'll get the kind of hurt that crushes your heart it makes you never forget, these false steps.
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like lovers 01:40
you said that we were like lovers what the hell does that mean? did we ever care for each other, or just live in the same city? if you could go back in time, would you alter anything? its not a risk i could take the thought of never meeting you, my heart it breaks.
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i dont wanna talk about the good old days or admit that we have both obviously changed it makes me nervouse when you get nostalgic like that sorting the myths & truths from the facts looking back looking back, how do you accomplish anything with an outlook like that? youre always looking back, how do you accomplish anything with an outlook like that? you dont wanna bore me so you tread the same route its worn, its true, it sometimes makes me laugh how predictable can our basic interactions be? i hoped, i could get through or over this... looking back looking back, how do you accomplish anything with an outlook like that? youre always looking back, how do you accomplish anything with an outlook like that? your anger will swallow you whole, if you do not try and let it go... looking back looking back, how do you accomplish anything with an outlook like that? youre always looking back, how do you accomplish anything with an outlook like that?
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52 days dry 03:06
im definitely not on the other side of this but for the first time in two months i think im surviving, you pulse sits on my shoulder, your breathing down my neck im no longer counting the years ive wasted, the money ive spent i cant make peace with a past that i dont understand but i can make sure the second act has a happier end plz help me make the hunger stop, help me live a life free of the urge to jump... you patience doesnt go unnoticed im trying most of the time, im going to be that better person that i promised you in a different life.

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released May 18, 2017

Written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Naif M.
Autumn 2017

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NAIF Sydney, Australia

naïf
(nʌɪˈiːf,nɑːˈiːf)

adjective
1.
naive or ingenuous.

a transgender woman, a sad song generator.

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