PLZ ALTER THE ANIMAL THAT'S INSIDE OF ME

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released May 18, 2017

Written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Naif M.
Autumn 2017

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Track Name: two microphones start feeding back
two microphones start feeding back
tear drops from your eye, as my voice it cracks
how the hell did we end up here?
exactly when did we lose our track?

i miss you so much my heart it hurts
time moves so slow without you
i love you so much but i dont deserve you
those things you said still crush me

head on the desk it hums and throbs
why do we push our bodies this far?
nothing left to prove
theres no-one left
alone in my apartment looking for clues as to where we lost it

i miss you so much my heart it hurts....
Track Name: plz alter the animal that's inside of me
in the darkness i can almost see through
myself, the truth, the idiot in the room

i can see the negatives in everything but you
and if you'll let me, my love will be proof

plz alter the animal inside of me.
Track Name: it is easy if you try
your shadow it blocks the sunlight
i get so cold when youre around
the shade it gives me no comfort
i force myself to make a sound
to let you know that im still here
and im not going anywhere
you might be stubborn and judgemental
but i know that you still care...

i still see your folded arms
everytime i close my eyes
youre so righteous in my nightmares
i dream of you telling me how im wrong
its been months of me just sulking
but i no longer want to die
but i know you struggle with letting go
but give it a shot, its easy if you try

(its easy if you try)
its still there
that little light
its still there
its easy if you try,
its still there
that little light
its still there
its easy if you try...
Track Name: the false steps
give it to me straight
give it to me
just this one time
plz this one time
i dont wanna know
i dont care about
your one track mind
trips me up everytime

if pain is what you want
then pain is what you'll get
the kind of hurt that crushes your heart
it makes you never forget,
these false steps
my false steps
your false steps
our false steps,

can i spare this time
i cant handle it
try not to kick a human being when their down...
can i borrow your coat?
can i clean my face on your shirt?
theres so much blood coming from my nose

these false steps
my false steps
your false steps
our false steps,

if pain is what you want
then pain is what you'll get
the kind of hurt that crushes your heart
it makes you never forget,
these false steps.
Track Name: like lovers
you said that we were like lovers
what the hell does that mean?
did we ever care for each other,
or just live in the same city?

if you could go back in time,
would you alter anything?
its not a risk i could take
the thought of never meeting you,
my heart it breaks.
Track Name: nostalgia, no thnx
i dont wanna talk about the good old days
or admit that we have both obviously changed
it makes me nervouse when you get nostalgic like that
sorting the myths & truths from the facts

looking back
looking back, how do you accomplish anything
with an outlook like that?
youre always
looking back,
how do you accomplish anything
with an outlook like that?

you dont wanna bore me so you tread the same route
its worn, its true, it sometimes makes me laugh
how predictable can our basic interactions be?
i hoped, i could get through or over this...

looking back
looking back, how do you accomplish anything
with an outlook like that?
youre always
looking back,
how do you accomplish anything
with an outlook like that?

your anger will swallow you whole,
if you do not
try and let it go...

looking back
looking back, how do you accomplish anything
with an outlook like that?
youre always
looking back,
how do you accomplish anything
with an outlook like that?
Track Name: 52 days dry
im definitely not on the other side of this
but for the first time in two months i think im surviving,
you pulse sits on my shoulder, your breathing down my neck
im no longer counting the years ive wasted, the money ive spent

i cant make peace with a past that i dont understand
but i can make sure the second act has a happier end
plz help me
make the hunger stop,
help me live a life
free of the urge to jump...

you patience doesnt go unnoticed
im trying most of the time,
im going to be that better person
that i promised you in a different life.